im SO happy now! hahahha. all becuz of my dear dear frens! really feel so fortunate to have such a great bunch of friends ard me. love them so dearly. ((:

i was actually feeling super down in the afternoon, after failing my NAFTA test yet again. SO SO SAD N DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF! at that point, i already gave up on myself, telling myself i dun wish to care abt this test n im going to fail it all the way till august. even thou i have to come back during the june hols, i alrdy resigned to my fate. dont blame me for not having any confidence in myself as im already sick and tired abt this test! im just not fit at all! i really wish i am!

worse thing is tat im the only one left who failed! how shitty tat can get right???? i feel so so pissed with myself. why am i so useless???? ARGHS!


anyway, im still very glad to have so much support frm my dearest frens. really touched by it. it really helped me to push myself further but the prob lies in me. haiz.

thanks shuwen for accompanying to run but sadly, it rained.
thanks koon n jeri for the card n biscuits.
thanks mei, for all the support n encouragement. really love you!
thanks jiahui for the encouragements too!
thanks huiying for listening to all my woes n frustrations.
thanks to the rest for all the support u gave.

in a way, i've let u all down. but hopefully, i wont stay down for too long. i hope i will be up n fighting again!


playing the piano really allows me to destress. i haven't touch my piano for ages! love playing all those sentimental songs, esp Romeo and Juliet, Marriage D' Amour, Tong Hua & Korean drama songs. ((:


tml will be AJCO concert. haha! im feeling so excited for my MEI! u go girl! JIE will be supporting u always... i admire u for being so committed n passionate to learning a new instrument. i know it isnt easy for you n u went thru really a lot in CO. now it's YOUR time to shine! jie LOVES mei! awwwwww~~~~~ i'll rooting for you all the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUSKIES love you too!


i cant cant wait for tml! i cant wait to see MUSKIES! oh no! no mood to do work now. hahahhahah. pls let tml drag a lil longer!


oya. must thank yexiang, weihuang n their frens for supporting my mei too! thanks guys! (if u all happened to read) ((:



my frens, aunties n uncles in my school have been mentioning im fat! ARGHHHS! really really sad lehs. i know my frens may be (crossing my fingers) just joking with me. but the aunties n uncles are really serious abt it. really angry u know. i thought i was arldy thin enough but they think otherwise! hahaha. may be they are old bahs. xP must be the case!



* a tear behind a smile

posted by pam @ 9:58 PM